I have a hard time posting and giving advice to other people, since I find myself on this forum. So obviously I am no relationship expert. But from what I have read of your story I feel you have one extremely important thing you need to be doing, figuring out how to be the best father you can be. Your marriage is possibly over, but your son will always be your son.
I noticed you posted on Crimson's thread about going dark. IMHO I wouldn't worry about doing that. You spent 4 months in seperate countries and that seemed to have zero effect. If anything I would stick with LRT. I think your biggest priority right now should be becoming the father you should have been all along.
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
