Emotions been all over the place today. Can't seem to get W out of my head and doubting my decision to take up the opp at work even more. I think the thought of working away has made me focus on what W will think, will it help or hinder DB etc etc which is something in hindsight I could have done without right now. I had a good routine going and have gone and broken it! I will see how I feel tomorrow but at the moment am tempted to forget the idea.
My energy levels seem to have plummeted these last 24 hrs. Can't remember the last time I just relaxed at home with a DVD or something. So thats exactly what I am going to do and hopefully tomorrow I will feel a bit more refreshed.
Kept S busy again today with horse riding, swimming etc and he has been hard work today with behaviour.
