Trying really hard to be Thankful today...

[Sweetbriar]

UF..thanks for the advice. I am trying to get my girls to communicate better with H, but when they only see him 2 hours a week its hard for them to relay their feelings. I wish I was as easy going as you when you say that you are happy for your X for getting an apartment and moving on...I WANT to not care, but ultimately, I do:(

I got another nice text from H last night...it was random, at a random time. (I was actually surprised to get it on a Friday night when he is usually out and about...) but he asked me to let him know what he can get for the baby for my house.

I didnt respond until this afternoon and just said Ok, thanks! I really dont know what to say, as it seems fishy to me that he has sent 2 nice texts in 2 days?? Trying to keep no expectations when it comes to him thinking of me and baby.

He also got 100% confirmation that he got the part time job (heard this from D14) so maybe he feels like he can splurge a bit and help out. The "at your house" comment was sad...because he no longer feels this is his home at all...

Christmas party tonight with all our old friends...another joyous occasion somewhat dampened by the fact that Im single this year and missing him.

Still praying for him to see the light...