W has gone back to being distant. For the most part she's short and crabby. She took her rings back off again. She avoids physical contact again.
We did a P90x workout this morning. I'm in pain! I rarely work out, but she asked if I wanted to join her.
Today marks the two month anniversary of the most recent BD. I'm thinking about personal growth over the last two months. I'm less angry. When anger hits, it fades much quicker than it used to. I don't feel hopeless anymore. I feel sad about the possible loss of W, but I no longer feel like my whole world is falling apart. I started playing guitar again. I see friends more often, but still not often enough. I stopped talking about my sitch to others so often. I've learned more about friendships and how people may perceive me. I'm working on being a better friend for others.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
I rarely work out, but she asked if I wanted to join her. 