I woke up at 2:30 this morning thinking about him/her. But I really am trying to make the choice not to let that control my emotion and my life.
Good for you! I know this is tough, but you can do it.
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I have sort of come to the conclusion that if this is the "real" him then I am probably better off without him. And if the "old" h comes back into the picture Then we can work on things.
This is NOT the real him. This is him in fantasy land. The real him is the one who loved you all those years.
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But I don't have any control over it and either way, I don't want to end up as some bitter mean woman. Wouldn't it be ironic if he ever "came to his senses" but by then I was such an unpleasant person it still couldn't work. But more importantly I want to stay true to myself for myself.
The fact that you're here posting about it leads me to believe you will not allow his actions to make you bitter or mean. Bust On!
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
