Yes, I think you had a realization of what was really going on in your sitch. It's a difficult place to go but go there we must.

Now, what will you do with that knowledge?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss