Hello! 20 year marriage teetering... (part II)

[Soul.Searching]

Mach1 is more than welcome to critique my DB efforts to pieces!

I agree with this, In fact I'd like a lot more criticism than I get. Each to their own I guess.

I'd just like to say that I am usually pretty clear headed. Usually I can remember what I said week, months ago.

Since BD I have found my emotional state to be crazy, insane.
I may say something and then contradict myself in the very same post! I don't remember everything I say now.
My thoughts are often all over the shop, as I'm sure shows a lot in my threads.
I often find people contradict themselves in their own threads. If its minor, a lot of the time I won't mention it. It's something I never would have understood before BD.

AS Found that book when he was not in a good emotional state. I'm not surprised he thought his W had read it but then forgot about the positioning of the receipt. There so much pain and anguish associated with that memory, that its probably became distorted.