trying to get her back

[Grateful]

I told her I missed and shr say that I could not that I just miss being with someone I cannot figure out why she cannot see that I love her.

Telling her stuff like that isn't going to work man. Trust me, I got the t-shirt for mess ups like this. I haven't read through your entire thread yet, but I know enough by reading the last two or three posts that you are needing to try something new.