"sorry for the long Jane Eyre post but this is a real opportunity for me to change my behavior."

AGAIN! JUST DO IT IF IT MAKES YOU A BETTER PERSON AND STOP MENTIONING THAT ITS FOR YOUR WIFE!

It's why you are so indecisive and she can sense that. YOU HAVE TO BE DECISIVE AND JUST DO THINGS BECAUSE YOU WANT TO.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER