I think I have always lived in fear of my w leaving and look what happened. So I understand what you are saying about living in fear. I have really begun to see how releasing the fear can change my life. I enjoy rock climbing and since BD I have released a lot of the fear I had when I climb. I have made huge strides as far as the level of difficulty of the climbs I am able to do now that I am less afraid to fall.
I am trying to transfer that to all aspects of my life. It goes along with the realization that I can only control myself. I do look forward to a relationship absent of fear. One that is based in love.
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
