I hear you bro, however, I couldn't agree more with Snodderly's advice. One of the things I miss the most is physical aspect; kissing, touching, skin on skin... It's horrible.
Try to let it go for now, you need to mend yourself first.
M - 55 W- 49 S-19, D-16 Married - 24 Bipolar Dx - May 1996 #1 BD - Jun 2011 #2 BD - Feb 2012 #3 BD - Oct 2012 Reconnecting - Jan 2013
"I'm going off the rails on a crazy train!" - O. Osbourne
