I'm wondering if I messed up...

W went out with a highschool friend last night. She came home and basically jumped me. We ML for the first time in two months. I couldn't resist. Afterwards she told me numerous times that she loved me. She said "thank you for being so awesome." I asked what brought this on and she said the mood hit her and she had a husband that probably wanted to. She said it was time to address the "elephant in the room." She said "thanks for cheering me up."

She said she was supposed to meet up with some ex-coworkers after after meeting the highschool friend, but they ditched her.

She was crying a little. She said it was because of the hard adjustment to staying home with S. She said it's hard feeling like she isn't contributing to society. I told her I totally understood and that it must be a huge adjustment. I told her I've noticed the clean house, dishes & laundry being done, and appreciate her taking care of these things.

This morning her phone was upside down again.... She gave me a hug and kiss as I left and said "I love you."


M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done