Making it work, for me

[sweetbabyred]

I just got an email from H entitled "Loose ends". Apparently I can no longer text or email him (not that I did unless it was about money) and can only communicate through Chase quikpay about bills. H plans to file right away because "I can't let our past hurt my future any longer and I must do what I have to do to keep what I hold close to me".

I really think that he and OW had a fight the other night and that's why he called me. Not that my answering would have made a difference, but I guess I'll never know.

Even if we do D, I guess that doesn't mean that we couldn't get back together at some point, but the fact that he's cutting me out completely does surprise me. I guess part of me always knew that some OW would make him cut off all communication even if he said that would never happen.

I'm really upset because this means I won't be able to see SS if/when he comes here for Christmas.

I need to put it out of my mind for an hour or so and finish up my final individual project that's worth 30% of my grade and is due tomorrow.

Then I'm sure I'll come on here to vent as I don't know what else to do.