well I slipped into the old behavior. I fought it but the logical side lost to my emotional side. I bugger her today at the gym about the relationship. I wanted confirmation of what she said yesterday, and it upset her again. She said she hasn't seen any changes and that I am still the same insecure, controlling, jealous smothering person.
Time to start back at step 1.
Anyone know how ones becomes less jealous, controlling, and insecure?