What I need to go back to is classic DB and remember to be patient. I am very solution-oriented by nature so that makes it tough for me. I'm frustrated after years of not being heard. I'm frustrated that my H won't or can't seem to accept that he played a role in all of this.
Ruby, I do do a lot of GAL with my friends normally but have dialed it back lately in order to be around more. Back in Sept I went out to dinner with a girlfriend and from my H's reaction, you'd think I was going to a Chippendale's club wearing a micro mini and hooker boots. So I decided to just lay low on the GAL.
I'm thinking about going back to school to get into coaching. I've been hesitant due to finances and not feeling settled but this would be great GAL. Plus this month I have plenty going on with the holidays and parties and all that (3 parties next weekend). The problem is I look to my H for validation and appreciation, neither of which I really get from him, so I am going to have to learn to work around that, or work on not needing it.
I am one of those people who likes to be in a R and if we were to split I would probably seek one out quickly. I just hope that next time, if there is a next time, I give things a bit more thought before committing.
Me54, H53 M 23, T 25 S20, S18 BD: April 2024 Moved out: August 2024
Love means not giving up on someone even if they've given up on you.
"Being right is the booby prize of life." - Susan Page
