as Snodderly keeps pointing out, this time of year really puts them into extreme panic/depressed/anxiety mode
It is already beginning with my H as well. They know just how to ruin a good time.
I read a little of this thread and it sounds like your H does not hold back when it comes to attaching you, kids be dambed as long as he can get to you. It's almost as if he wants to insure you will come out of this a casualty.
Your such a good hearted person, even recognizing that he may have had a longing look on his face to join you at the movies, proves you still have a good hold on who you are.
One day his ugliness is going to come crashing down on him and thank goodness you won't be anywhere near that disaster. Stay strong, as your getting stronger everyday, your getting away from his hurt everyday!
best wishes, DM
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
