Journaling

The pain is unbearable for my kids. Just looking at my youngest rips my heart out........

My youngest just walked up to me to give me a kiss on the lip....its things like this i will miss and never re-live them again.

I am trying not to go from detach to hate.....but it's getting hard.


Me:36 W:34
T:15 M:10
3 kids
S8 S5 S1
D-Day 9/17/2012
OM Confirmed 9/18/2012

Month of November found my balls