Finally approaching the starting line!

[eyesopen]

AS, I thought the same thing about trusting again, but I am starting to rethink it. I want to love again the way I was in love with my wife. I feel like I am better equipped to keep the love alive the next time around. And I question, if we don't put ourselves out there again, are we really living?

Some of these questions I think will become a lot clearer as time goes on. I know I told my w early on that my children would know only one mom. I was ready to be single for the next fifteen years. Now I am really starting to realize how foolish that thought is, I am not ready for a relationship at this point, but I am not living the rest of my life without putting myself out there again. Especially since I know that there is no place for complacency in a relationship. I can't help but wonder how much fun a R could be when you never stop working at it.

I just wonder how meaningful of a R could you have without 100% trust?