So I guess I didn't do very well. I was hopeful but he moved his stuff out today after not being here for 3 nights. I believe he is back with the OW. He moved out the first time exactly 6 months ago to the day. I'm distraught again and feeling that same awful feeling I did 6 months ago. So now what, when I stop crying. He had told me he was seeing if I did change but it was all bunk if you ask me. I'm hurt and so sad again. I was doing great and I thought DB'ing good. He showed the interest and met me in AC. When he was caught that changed everything. So in 3 1/2 weeks I've bee very up and extremely down. I don't have the head right now to figure out what's next. It's holiday time and it [censored].

M-59
H-58
2 S, 1 D
2 Gr. Ch.
T 20 YRS
M 17 YRS
ILYBINILWY 4/21/12
Caught H and OW 5/25/12
H Left 6/5/12

"Do not regret growing older...It is a privilege denied to many."