Time to move over here.

[Rick1963]

Haven't posted in a while. Gotta say that I been feeling alot better. The depression is lifting. I think that I'm getting used to living alone, it's really not that bad. Keeping myself really busy on the weekends. My D is hanging with me on Sunday she didn't want to stay all weekend. I'm ok with that.The one thing that I'm having difficulties with is learning to cook for one. Made a lasagna last weekend it is huge I will probably have it for dinner for 6 more nights.I could freeze some but I don't like to freeze cheese. My cooking skills are returning.So I'm good there. and my house is always clean. Haven't had any contact with exw since she moved 6 weeks ago, I believe. Sad to say I don't miss her. I think I miss the idea of a family but not her. Is that weird?

On the financial front, well things are tight but the stress is more of a self induced thing. Now that I got my head out of a$$ things don't look so gloomy. I was down with the job search feeling crappy but last Friday I said eff it. I began to remember how many people I know in my field so I email, FB message some of them and now I have an army looking out for me. Today people were wondering why I haven't sent my resume to them. So all in all things are getting better. I am also thinking of going towards a more independent track. I can earn a lot more than working for someone. So KML that is a goal I have set for myself even if I do it on a part time basis initially. My Medicaid provider number was cancelled due to me not taking clients. So I am waiting for a new application. If I get approved I can hire therapist under my number and do all of their billing while they provide the service. Usually on a 60/40 basis. Exited about that. So yes it does get better.