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[mishka422]

No, I'm on my own for the hearing. He is not involved in this at all since the debt is mine...oh joy.

See Barb, you have such good ideas to create openings for conversation. Of course, it would still require me to get past my fears and that is something I just can't do. In my mind, the status quo is better than the alternative. If he freaks out on me and bolts I know I won't recover from it emotionally or financially. The little bit he brings in keeps food on the table. It's stupid, I know, but it is what it is.