Well she talked to me today about the R, and I listened. She prefers to fix our M, but doesn't want the same problems to crop-up to the extent that they have. She wants the rest of the month for me to leave her alone, and not talk. She will come and get our D and leave with no contact.
She said she will make a list of things she needs to see for her to come back, and will give me a few months after Jan 1st to prove things will be different. I did say thank you and I understand.
She did say she will not stop chatting with guys on alt.com, but they are not talking about having sex together or meeting any of them. She promised not to cheat on me and give our M a fair chance. She also said she wants us to have sex at least once a week and she wants to go to the gym with me when our schedules allow.
This has improved my mood drastically, I have too re-focus my efforts on making the needed changes. I know what some of them are. She wants me to be more confident, and secure with myself. She hates when I am needy and clingy. She wants me to be more outgoing and not focus all my time on her. She wants me to be stronger mentally, and emotionally. I will have to wait for the list to know more.
