subguy, it's good to figure out where you're going (sounds like you're going to live like no one else, so you can live like no one else)

But with your emotions and the love you have for your W just try to take it day-to-day. I guarantee that in 6 months you will feel very different and 6 months after that even more so.

I'm not saying how you will feel but things will be different and you will be OK.

No decisions have to be made tonight, tomorrow, next week.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss