Thank you for your advice. It does give me hope hearing from people in the same situation, that all is not lost. I know I have to concentrate on sorting me out. I know I had come to rely on W too much. I am making an effort to change, initially because it is what she says she wanted, but now it is for me.
I am making the effort to get out more, to socialise without W, and I have to say I do enjoy myself, and it does take my mind off things. I intend to join a Gym and to exercise much more.
I do know this could/will be a long journey and may well be a bumpy ride. But I intend to give it my best shot. And although I am having a bad day today, I refuse to get downbeat over it.
Thanks again...
Me48; W44 M20; T25 S17 & S15 Bomb (IDLYA) 27/10/12 Still living together