Now 4 days since W said she wanted to talk, but have not hear from her. Questions going through my head is she still alive, did she have a change of plans, maybe she just asked to see if I would jump at the opportunity, is she or was she messing with me, because she know i would not be available. Is it so hard just to stay ok when you be available. This so much I need to go over, the sell of the house what to do with all the stuff we have, have to start doing something or at least being a plan. this is making me crazy.
