sometimes I feel like I have dropped the rope and then something brings me back like a laser. So even though there may be a week where you feel nothing ...there might be another that brings you back in a hurry...I too daydream about starting over with someone new the excitement etc...and then I think about the complications ...not seeing my kids very much and I decide to wait and continue to work on myself. I am 42 and in much better shape than when I was 32...I too feel so fortunate to have all these people here...it helps me feel much stronger to hear the stories and advice...
