Just had a very bad evening. W is now telling anybody who will listen about "our situation". I know this shouldn't matter to me, but it still hurts when I think she is preparing everybody for her decision to leave me. It feels like a kick in the guts!!

Don't mean to let it get to me, but I am only human.

Must stay strong and continue working on my own Self Esteem and GAL This is about me not her.

Me48; W44
M20; T25
S17 & S15
Bomb (IDLYA) 27/10/12
Still living together