She invited me over to spend some time with S and to see her new apartment. It was really nice and S finally has his own room. Even though I wish I could be in their life more than now, I was very happy to see they found a nice place to live.
I played with S, fed him, changed diapers, got him ready for bed and lay down with him. My X layed down on the opposite side of S and until he fell asleep we lay there on each side of him.
I was focused on S, but the few times I looked over at her she had a blank, sad look on her face. Just looking out into the room. I also noticed she was looking at me several times when my focus was towards S.
It's been long since I've seen her like that. Impossible to know what she was thinking, that's for her to know.
Spending more time with S tomorrow. No matter what he always brightens up my days
Together for 8,5 years. S2 Interest in OM. She left 29.09.12 b/c we couldn't work things out. No signs of OM, not digging. Living in seperate homes, sharing custody.
