Thank you NG. That means so much to me to hear you recognize my love for her. If only I loved myself 1/2 as much and she realized it to, we'd be in a different place.

I am trying. We all know the hell I've been through (we've all been through); and I need to better prepare myself for the worst case scenario.

She left for her IC appt for a moments ago. I left work early b/c S7 has a viral infection (he'll be fine). She brought it up. I shared that I am proud of her; and gave her a 40% off coupon to her fav store nearby the IC's office, "in case you need some retail therapy too". wink

I'll wait to see if she shares, and be ok if she does not.