Not much new since the whole Dubai/cousin situations.
This weekend we were at a horse riding competition for my son and the school principal was also there (my boss) and (i didn't know this at the time), H told him (boss) about the possibility of Dubai!
The next day at school principal asked me if i was coming back next year! Anyway we talked about what was going on (he is also a good friend and has been in the know about everything since it started). Anyway, I spoke to H later and asked him about telling my boss. I wasn't upset. Just was curious as to why?
I thought it was weird.
Also, H has been extremely nice lately. A mutual friend of ours had a bday party on the weekend and invited all of our friends but me (!). Apparently being a LBS is a disease or something and hanging out with OW is cooler. But H did comment that he didn't think it was right (he still went...of course). Also, my two BFFs didn't go (I love them). They refuse to be a part of anything where H and OW are together.
At work the other day I wasn't feeling well, so I left a bit early. I texted H that i was going home (didn't say why) and if he can pick up S and D from school. He just wrote back 'sure'. An hour later he texted asking if I was going home because I was not well in my mind or my health? I think he thought I was upset about the bday party? I SOOO was not. I was really not feeling well. I just told him I was not 100 percent and thanks for asking.
He then was very nice when he came over. And again today, he was so nice I actually couldn't look at him. He also texted me while I was at work asking for a TV series I have. Random. He doesn't ask me for anything.
He was doing things for me. Without me asking. But I know better. I just continued as I was with the kids and stayed polite.
He leaves anyway when the kids sleep. He is still with OW and I will continue thinking that it when and if something else comes out of his mouth. Or I see actual action.
I want to talk to my coach before we leave for Christmas. Keep my head straight. I expect it can't stay this calm for long. He said he doesn't want me. That is what I know. Anything else is mind reading.
My life. My path. My journey.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
