Those are important things for you to figure out. You should not take direction in life based on fear. Become strong enough to handle anything. You were never guaranteed not to raise your child alone, there just aren't guarantees in life.
Build yourself back up, grow your confidence and strength. Be a complete person for her to come back to...if you want her back at that point. There are no other good options right now.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
