Newman,
Just read your latest posts and was wandering what happened to you.

I have spent the afternoon reading through 4 or 5 different LBS stories. Very strange that we are all feeling the same feeling of cutting the rope. Maybe it is the holiday blues as you have stated. I think all the family stuff and commercials on TV make this season worse. Maybe its a spirtual thing with Christmas around the corner.

I too have been feeling like cutting the rope. With my W not living in the house in all pratical terms we are divorced. Have not talked to her nor seen her for about a week. But I have to ask you would it be any different if you would push for the divorce? Or are you just going to move out and seperate? I understand your not wanting to go through more of the limbo. Me to, but I keep asking myself is there anything better on the other side?? DM