It's so lovely to come here and read all the responses. Thank you so much, all of you, for feedback, encouragement and insights. Nice to see you, Turtlegirl. I'll come and visit you!

I still feel, Regretful, that we're living parallel lives. I'm sure your'e explanations for H's behaviour are really accurate. I couldn't believe that you found a wrapper in a pastic bag. That's my H's trick. The outer plastic bag is knotted.

It's probably true that I mean something to H but there is so much hurt pride in the way that it is hard to know how to bridge the distance.

We've had a busy weekend. I feel that there is lots I want to catch you guys up on but also need to get to bed. I hope to get some time tomorrow to update. There have been a few positives but I really need to look closely to see them.

Thank you again, FY, Regretful, Tori, and Turtlegirl


Me: 51
H: 52
T: 23 yrs
M: 19 yrs
S18, D16, S14 (special needs)
PA: 2003/2004
Piecing: 2004 on
Suspect H had EA: 8/2012-12/2012