Agreed. Let the feelings go completely, because they will otherwise kill you. Unfair? True, but at the same time, it's something that will make you better, even if you can't feel it right now. You are special, and you will be even stronger (if that's possible, right?) and better. It's always hard to see when in the thick of things, but you are doing very well and will continue to, I'm sure of it. Be patient and learn to let the stress go.
Don't mess with God's plans, HRM. You'll always come back to do it again if you do
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
