Yes I understand, I did not respond in a viscous way, called her to say hello, and hope she well. I understand that I am not the great person, I have been talk to my therapist about that, My insecurity and why I have been such a difficult person to be with, I relieve all this time I have been looking at what I was doing not what I was not doing. I glad the she wants to talk, I love her. I want her back, I am not going to be pushy, I will keep our conversation to daily activities, and if she wants to go back to therapy with me I will let her decide, but how to a ask that question?