MLC, affair, internet pictures, we're a mess

[cantslowdown]

Basically I think I pacified wants so I didn't have to deal with my feelings about stuff. I have never felt comfortable or deserving of moving my needs up the list in the relationship department. I think I expected unfairly her to just know. Low self esteem? Fear of rejection? Whatever it was i realized that's not how I wanted to live life and why I came clean about the money. I had to start taking care of myself and my business. I already feel more confident and know that the job starts with me.