MLC, affair, internet pictures, we're a mess

[cantslowdown]

I've been thinking about things. Like when we first got together. I was working out then. Best shape of my life. Other gitls warned her that i was just a flirt and a player (not exactly true but i did love go flirt). Definitely got relationship gut(both of us) after a while. I also used go read men's health and was more cognizant of my style. While trying to always bend to get wants I also let my wardrobe go lax.

Comments she's made about me going go buy new clothes I always rebuffed because I couldn't afford it. I couldn't afford it because I was ignoring my need to dress nice and her need to be with a nicely dressed man in order to pay for her wants that I just should have said no to.

I guess what i'M saying us that I'm going go address my wardrobe. Make a list and build it up on the cheap and over time with a more timeless classic style. Way back when I used to model my attitude after Cary Grant. Even Cary Grant wanted to be as smooth as Cary Grant.

Its obvious to me now that she was trying to get me to dress better and take better care if my appearance. The crap that just doesn't sink in until its too late, huh?