I worked from 9:30 to 8:30 today got home around 9:00 my wife is dressed to the 9's to go out with her girlfriend. One thing I did right was always compliment my wifes looks, maybe to much. I just realized something I told her that I thought her hair would look great frosted for a long time she said dye would never touch her hair its frosted now -- she always wore baggy cloths I told her she should show off her body she said she would never - now she wears skin tight cloths. I purchased perfume for her and asked her to wear it - she never did now she douses herself in it before she goes out -
She is out looking to hook up on our 10th anniversary not how I expected to spend it we were supposed to be in Italy and Paris -- I am numb really not angry or mad - the fact that I accept and expect being treated like this is mind boggling to me -- she is making it very easy for me to see a divorce in our future. Doesn't seem as bad or as hard as it did 2-3 months ago.
I wish I could get off this MLC ride already - honest I am not angry - I don't know why I am not but I am ok not happy but ok.
If someone decides there is no goodness in you they won't be able to see it. I'll take a BLT over a MLC anyday !!!
