Trying really hard to be Thankful today...

[Sweetbriar]

Sad...I got an email from my lawyer today that she is going to court on Dec 4th for me to set the final trial date for divorce. I was shocked, as we just got legally separated, although our sep really started back in Aug. I wrote her back and told them I didnt want to proceed and I wanted H's Lawyer to do that and apparently it was him that did it. They are setting dates into late summer already.

Im sad...I guess he really wants to get rid of me ASAP...

I was tempted to write him an email just to mention that I was surprised at how quickly he is ready to set a date..but I didnt:( I guess this is really what he wants...although I can remember back in Sept when I asked him before I filed the sep he said he wanted a sep not divorce...now..he is doing full force...probably because of money. Once we are divorced, he doesnt have to pay my mortgage anymore...

I know that this is still 9 months away...but I cannot help but to be sad...these next 9 months will fly by...especially with a new baby coming in March!