mostly...I get tired of feeling like a pile because I married a douchecanoe (well two) that put my sweet boys through crap and back to get to a healthy spot
it all boils down to guilt, which I have in spades
BUT
I have learned, through Love and Logic, that consistency is actually better for everyone and easier and shows love better AND MAKES THE GUILT BETTER....
I think that's always been why my W has been so easy on SS. Guilt. From the outside looking in though, it's just spoiling. And I agree, it isn't good in the long run.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
