I understand how you feel. When I decorated the tree this year, it was hard to look at ornaments with sentimental value. Ones from vacations, ones marking milestones like our wedding and babies. A whole life, now changed.
Hang in there. The life we had will always be in our hearts. I am learning to accept happy memories, not push them away. They were real after all.
Hope you have a better day
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."