Not sure how bad your depression is, but if you have ANY suicidal thoughts at all then go immediately to your PCP and get tested for depression and discuss treatment options. Often counseling is not enough. It wasn't for me. I hate hate hate med's, but I don't think I could have made it out of the pit without them.
Unfortunately I have been on anti-depressants for a long time, I probably should see if my PCP has anything stronger while I go through this trial.
At times I feel strong enough to beat this, but another part wants to feel sorry for myself. That will be a challenge getting the feeling sorry for myself side too go away.
