You know it doesn't matter if you read things on here or Marriage Builders. The problem you have is with listening and understanding.
Even on that other site, they teach you that you have to change first so that your spouse would WANT to go back to you. And right now why would your W ant to go back to a whiny , needy, chauvinistic man-child?
Sorry for saying that, but that's how it sounds like you're acting. Go back and answer everyone's questions to you.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.