Thanks for sharing your feelings with us. Your anger is understandable and I am glad you will be exploring it with your counselor. She / he seems to have helped you tremendously in the past and I am sure this will be another productive session.
Looking forward to hearing about it.
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D