Thanks rkyfat73. I needed to hear the choices I have. I will do my best. I am still hurting inside. I love her so much, but she doesn't want to see it.I know that her leaving was the only way our M had a chance, but part of me is panicking inside. I am trying to fight that part of me, but depression starts setting in and it gets harder.

I started reading DR again yesterday, and my D and I have a therapy appointment today. I am helping a friend at school move after the therapy appointment. I am just trying to keep busy so I don't sink too far into depression.