Trying really hard to be Thankful today...

[littleGTO]

Sweet,
I agree w Accuray. His thoughts about you possibly seeing OM are potentially all over the map. So, don't waste your time trying to analyze it.

If it makes you feel better (as my H seemed to be concerned that maybe I am looking for greener grasses, too, which I am NOT), then assume it is jealousy and fear on his part. I do. Why not?

Also, your H's interactions w his D11 are SO JUVENILE! He is clearly trying to "buy his love" and then gets angry when his materialistic endeavors are not getting him the emotional response he thinks he deserves.

He is in a stage of "replay" where he is acting at a much younger age (think teenage years), so trying to analyze his actions as a H and F is pointless.

You deserve so much to look back at these precious times (getting ready to have a baby) w happiness and love, but that is being ripped away from you by the very person you want it from...it is sooo hard! But, try to get some enjoyment from your close friends and family (esp your D's). Ultimately they will be your rocks and your lifeboats as you swim in these turbulant waters!

((((((HUGS))))))