Currently trying to GAL. I am really struggling to get motivated, even though it is something I know I must do. When I am actually out doing things I am ok, but leaving the house knowing my time spent with W might not be as long as I would like it to be, is very hard.

I am hoping it gets easier.

Also, I can’t help going over what I think my W is thinking/doing while I out. I know I mustn’t fret over this, but again it is hard.

I am finding out I am a very emotional, needy person, who hates having to distance himself from W.


Me48; W44
M20; T25
S17 & S15
Bomb (IDLYA) 27/10/12
Still living together