Wife ensists that we are over. She has nothing left emotionally for me.
Have seen evidence that she believes at least that she is totally in love with OM.
She is moving into a place on Dec 8th. However, despite the insistence that we are over, she is now second guessing herself somewhat. She said that her 'fantasy bubble feels like its bursting and she needs time and space to figure out her feelings for OM'. She also stated that she did not expect me to sit around and wait for her to figure all this out.
I have simply decided to stop buying the ticket to their show and simply lead my own life.
Ended up out on Monday night with people from work in a local bar and spent time talking with a very nice young woman.
Word quickly got back to wife who promptly surprised me with her reaction of upset and a bit of anger! Didnt see that coming really.
She keeps talking about our relationship in terms of how she is afraid of losing her best friend.
Obviously, our relationship is more to me than that so there is no way I can continue to be this way with her, especially if she is with OM.
It really seems like she wants the cake and to eat it too!
