Harold, you know how I feel about my marriage, even tho he is remarried, but where in hear does it say that just because he has remarried that I cant stand?..... I hope you dont think that I am stuck... I do have a life a good one, aside from my problems with my Mom, I like me and who I have become. I do things when money allows me to....but I hope you dont think that my free time is just thinking of him....these days other than my prayer time does he ever cross my mind. I remember when I first got here that was ALL I thought about was him....all I know is for me and my house we will serve the Lord and this is something God has asked me to do...IF he never returns I know I was obedient to GOd.after all what else matters Irma
I think YOU are right where YOU need to be! Keep up the good work Irma, You will know if it is time to do something different. I may be wrong but I think that the older we get that a slightly different perspective starts to set in. I think you must keep trying to make yourself into a person that only a fool would leave. As long as YOU are happy then keep right on that track!