Don't feel sad. You are doing GREAT and all the insights that you are discovering are getting you to a better place.
Sending you hugs and love!
((((busting)))))
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D